Life.

So i've decided that i'm going to write in this cool little diddly thing. maybe this is how people will learn about us thousands or millions of years from now when we are no longer around. Our bodies were not preserved well enough to ever be recovered, and nothing is built to last more than a hundred years or so, all that they will have of our civillization is a very primitive communication device called the internet. and on the internet they will find my blog. and I will be the new missing link, and they will call me Alex, and I will be known forever because I was cool enough to have a blog. So all of you that have made fun of it, at least Im going down in history.

Anyways this week sucks. I was supposed to go to playhouse disney live with Aiden, but somehow I got thursday tickets instead of friday, so i missed it. And i have three papers to write. and I'm behind in school. And i have bills to pay with less and less money to pay them with, funny how that works. And I would really like to win 25,000 dollars, but chances are not that likely. And I am tired. Aiden takes his nap at daycare, so when i get him I dont have time to do my homework until after he goes to bed. And i've had so much homework I havent had a lot of time to clean, and everytime I pick up Aiden makes more of a mess, so my house is a mess right now. I'm in class and dont want to be. I have to decide my major for sure this week. how can i decide what i want to do for the rest of my life right now? i mean should i be a high school english teacher like I want to be(weird, huh? ) or should i become a nurse so i actually have the possibility of affording my son instead of living scared to death of money like I am right now.